Rara Cullen inside out

My fashion inspiration? Selena Gomez.

My favorite band and i remember all of them song? Jonas Brothers

My favorite actress? Anne Hathaway

My favorite singer by now? Kerli

My sister? Rachel Bilson

Soon to be husband?
Robert Pattinson

My Brother? Penn Badgley

My bestfriend? Leighton Meester

My celeb crush? Ed Westwick

My Mom? Rachelle Lefevre

My Dad? Peter Facinelli

If there's no hell, I'll kill? Nikki Reed and Kristen Stewart. HAHAHAHA. Kidding lol

I'll fight as hard as I can for? Midnight Sun

Dream Vacation? Volterra

Favorite fruit? BANANA!

Too much of me? I dont care

Okay, maybe there are many thing i should post here, but i'm lazy and tired so, i'm sorry. I wanna talk bout my day.


This is my first day quit going to school by shuttle. Berangkatnya sih sama bokap tapi pulangnya naik Trans BSD. Pretty nice, there are Nadia, and no-other-my-lovely Dea! Even though there's Faris too-_-


School. Devi didnt come. I miss her! Goddamn, you must come to school tommorow or I'll bite you.


This afternoon, i went to skin doctor. Because my skin is full of pimples and comedos(over). And you know how sheat the feeling is? And i think, based on my mirror, the pimples, and the comedos are dissapear. Can i get a yeay?


I love my Robert Pattinson unautorized books. Yeah, i love everything bout him. And Nisa promise to buy Robert Pattinson's another book for me. For Nisa: Nice blackberry. You have to believe how jealous i am;p


I'm not attend my LIA course, you know, skin doctor-_- I miss someone, haha. Melissa.


I got something worth to post! Wait a minute.

What i have to do, but i wont

1. Finishing Breaking Dawn. You guys must wondering why i'm not finish it. Yet. It because, i'm afraid to lose Edward Cullen. I mean, that's the last saga and after this i wont have a story about him anymore. I know there's Midnight Sun, but still, i dont want the saga's end.


2. Doing math homework. Materinya tentang garis singgung yang gak jelas dan gak penting. Who cares anyway?


3. Clean up my room. Hey, you must know that i made akinda rob's stuff again in my room. So, i wrote R-O-B-E-R-T P-AT-T-I-N-S-O-N on each of origami. And i glue it, and put it on my cupboard. It is pretty cute, I think.


4. Create a banner! I dont know how to made it. Any help?

My week

Hello everyone! Thank you so much to visited my blog. There's something bad with LARC? Just tell me, kay? Myspace, facebook, msn, email are avaible!


I want to say my big thanks to Cut Faiqa Nadiya Iftinan yang telah mau ngebeliin(pake duit gue tapi) Robert Pattinson unautorized sekaligus Robert Pattinson life yang hard cover. What a kind hearted! I love you Faiqa! Umh, pasti kangen deh ya curhat-curhat sama Faiqa lagi. Karena gue ga akan naik jemputan mulai senen depan. Mesti pada tau ya kalo curhat sama Faiqa tu obrolannya beraaaat banget. Masalah hidup gitu, haha. Sebuah topik yang akan sulit diomongin sama orang lain. Yang pasti, Faiqa semangat belajarnya kuat banget. Bikin gue ragu apakah bisa ngalahin dia? Tapi kayaknya sih harus bisa. Karena gue bakal minta hadiah yang worth it kalo gue ranking(lagi) nanti. Robert Pattinson's autograph!


Oh ya, ada juga yang namanya saman Jakarta. Sounds freak huh? But it is. Jadi, Dafi Faiqa dan Dewi membuat gerakan yang berbeda dari tari saman. It is definetely funny. Kalo ada foto atau videonya bakal gue post ke blog.


I miss my old Elementary school friends! Goddamn. Katanya pada mau ngumpul di alseace ya? Hum, gue ga bakal bisa dateng. Sabtu Minggu itu hari blogging! Lagipula, Bulan gak mau dateng. Apa hubungannya dengan Bulan? Well, that's because she would meet her old beautiful memory there:p


Dan untuk Devi yang gak pernah buka blog gue. Bener bener kayak tai. Visitors gue dari Indonesia kok jadi dikit gini ya? Come on girls, spread my blog!lol. Gue jadi inget sama permainan konyol tadi. Haha, lo tau ga dev pas kita solat jum'at, permainan yang cuma ada 5 besar kandidatnya, bikin gue ketawa terus. Terutama bagian S sama........ ngerti kan dev?


I think its enough. I love this weeks. Well, theres problem too, but i know, life sucks without problem. As sucks as if i didnt watch Oscar live. Haha. XoXo

NO!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep, Oscar is on February 23rd on 8am based on Indonesian time. Thanks god. I have to go to school, so good bye Rob in tux!:(

Rara Cullen

Hey there Rara!

Good morning everyone! Well, if you are in Indonesia, like me, it supposed to be morning now. 9.48 am. Um, would you like to tell me where are you in this world now? I wanna know-_-

I cant stop coughing since 4 or 5 days ago. Sheat.

And now, i'm drinking an avocado juice chocolate. It is obviosly yummy. My mom made it. She loves to cook. So, you put a few of avocado, ice cream(i prefer chocolate), chocolate milk(susu kental manis, since i dont how to write it in english lol), sugar, cube of ice and water. After smooth, put the juice into a cute glass, spread rice chocolate on the top, or you can also put a scoop of ice cream. Enjoy!!!!!!

So, tommorow until next friday will be my examination week. I supposed to studying now, but yeah, blogging is addicted lol.

Oh gosh. I'm hungry! A glass of chocolate avocado juice cant make me full, what? Heeeem, i smell a yummy, fish? Yup, my mom and my sister now cooking a gindara steak! I cant wait! Yum yum yum. Do you already have a breakfast? Come on, it almost lunch time now.

I wanna tell you my opinion about Facebook. I love facebook, we all love facebook right? But now, i'm lazy to facebooking because of annoying people out there. Alay. I'm not claiming my self that i'm cool or chill or what. But, let me know you someone's wall on facebook, she wrote something about Rob. "Lw msti tw y, w tdie ntn twiligt. smpah y, robert pattison guantenk tenan dah. cwox w bgdh dya tuch! wehehe" Could you imagine how i feel when read that at first? She didnt wrote twilight and pattinson correctly! And, just for ya know, there are much of fcuk like her on facebook now. And a stupid-doesnt know-anything kid, have a facebook account nowadays. My lil sister friends added me on facebook. And i just, would you all playin barbie or what? Facebook is for high school, am i right?Huah, enough to complaining.

Um, theres nothing to say again so i'll let you know about myself.

Full name?

Mutiara Khairunnisa

Alter-ego:

Caramel Pattinson

But please and just call me:

Rara Cullen

My favorite colour:

soft green

My favorite disney girl:

Selena Gomez

If i have an older brother, he will be:

Penn Badgley

If i have a neighbor, the girl next door will be:

Leighton Meester

My house:

Someweher in BSD, tangerang, banten, Indonesia. A small, mini house with nothing inside it.

My provider:

Axis

My favorite twi-site:

twicrack

My fave food:

lasagna

My fave drink:

Anything with caramel

My soon to be car:

Audi a5

My birthday:

December 23. One day before stephenie's.

So my zodiac is:

Capricorn

My fave indonesian male:

Christian Sugiono

My fave part of my body:

my hair

My fave lesson on school:

Math, ewwwww.

My boyfriend type:

1. Vampire, gold eyes, volvo owner, could reading minds, named Edward Cullen.

2. A man, 185cm tall, was born on May 13, british, bluish grey eyes, blushy chicks, taurus, 22 years old now, named Robert Pattinson.

Okay that's all. My gindara steak already done. I've eat. Byeeee alll

Happy Valentine's Day!

Hello everyone. Today is, as you know, February 14th, which is Valentine's day!

If you ask me, what's the meaning of love? Well, my answer, love is a feeling when you cry, laughed, jealous, crazy, confused, will do whatever takes and to die for the person you love, even though the person you love is a fictional characters. lol.

So, i went to senayan city this afternoon and bought twilight soundtrack, maybe y'all already have it, but i'm soooo happy! It was like valentine gift for me from me.

And, i'll spread a love to the names here. Ps: If your name is here, you have to say that you love me, anywhere it is, on facebook, msn or this blog or my chatbox. Okay? If you dont, fine, i'm not angry to you. This is just a valentine love spread.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH: Devi, Faiqa, Salsa, Daffa, my mom, my dad, Nisa, Mr.Yummy Butt, Putri, Ratih, Masen, Dea, Dita, Yasmin, Bolang, Carly, Chaca, Ed Westwick.

And specially, the person who absoloutly i loved the most, ROBERT PATTINSON. Happy Valentine rob babes.

<3

Hey, Rara!

I cant stop eating a supermega yummy crunchy choco chips biscuit that my mom's made. I'm afraid of weight of course. But this biscuits are really yummy!!!!!! Hum, i wish you can try this....

I named this day as LAUGHED DAY! Ketawa mulu gua sama si Devi ya ampun-_- Jangan tanya ngetawain apaan.

Sekarang gua mau les-_- Huah, bosan.

Anehnya, gua lagi bosen banget baca BD ya. Aduh, i dont really like Jacob's part.

Oke ya ini semua tidak penting.

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Hey there my blog viewers.

Heyllo, i'm sorry i was absent for almost this week. Because i'm oddly busy to read breaking dawn, i'm on book 2 now, gosh it still long to finish it. But i dont wanna to be hurry reading it. That's the last saga and i want to focus-very- reading it. Um, just for you know, i got panick attack when Edward and Bella arrived at Isla Esme. And when they were doing the moonlight swim, i was hyperventilating lol. I love Edward, not to inform.

And then, i'm watching gossip girl season 1 again and again. After i havent buy the season 2. I just watch it from youtube. Why i watch gossip girl 1 again? It's already ancient, isnt? Yeah, it because I couldnt live without seeing Ed Westwick or Chuck Bass as his role for one week long. I love his quote, "3 words 8 letters." You must know what is that mean if youre a gossip girl like me.

Ah, dont worry about Robert. He still the one. He will always be my the one. I dont get a stuff or news that make sense of him. So theres not many i can post on blog. He is hidden in London now. Robert, please show up to the street. Let those papz capture your gorgeous plus your longer and longer hair. How are your hair? But yeah, we just have to be patient because New Moon will start filming on March which mean 2 monts later. And i'm sure he need time to explored Edward Cullen's character again. Robert i miss you love.

About school. I hate, 5 people on school. I know, it's easy for me to hating people, but for now, it's reasonable. So, 3 boys on my shuttle. Here come the bus, please. And 2 people i cant tell their name here. I just hope you two dissapear from me. I just want you two to not taking a breath in front of me at all. Get it?

About score at school, um, sucks and luck i got 7 at math. 7 categorized as stupid for me. But 7 categorized as fortune in Math. And much of my classmates got 8 at those exam. I felt so bad.

I want to tell you about one of my teacher. He did akinda weird thing on friday prayed yesterday. Um, should i tell about this to my trusted teacher? Because i think, he did a WRONG. Really wrong thing for religion stuff.

Well, i hope you're full by the updates. Keep visit my blog. I love yall.

My quote of the day: I HAD A LIFE, BUT ROBERT PATTINSON STOLE IT.

Me and Devi's time!

At Devi's purple room.

At Foodcourt PIM

My birthday, Dufan

At queue of Arung Jeram.

Devi and I

Istana Boneka

Istana boneka stills

Kuda-kudaan. Haha. I love this part because there was twilight. And, it was the last time we play.

AIB! Gosh, it was on Istana boneka, my face was too oily! But we did super smile, didn't we?

Still on Istana Boneka. What a rabbit smile Buls? Haha, ada apaaaaa ya di idungnya Devi? kidding lol. And, i always spread my super big strong smile, haha.

We-specially Devi and I- got a quite funny story when we on istabon queue. Urutan yang bener, bulan, gue baru Devi. Trus tiba tiba, ada alay kampung najis gitu, anak item, maybe papua or what, tengil, bau ketek dan segerombolan alay lainnya gitu, nabrak nabrak kita. Najis. Devi langsung maju-maju, ga mau deket tu bocah. Gue bentak aja kan, anak-anak laskar pelangi ga tau diri tersebut, eh mereka malah ketawa! Naik pitam gue, ya udah gue dorong aja. Finally, mereka naik perahu duluan, huh, trus guess what? Kan istana boneka gelap ya, dia-si alay tai berbaju merah- malah pake kacamata item!!!!! Bodoh banget kan? Kacamatanya tuh yang kayak punya tukang ojek gitu. Huek.

TORNADO was the greatest of all. Devi and I was obviously satisfied, ya kan Dev? Keren deh pokoknya.

This picture captured by Bulan. She didnt join Devi and I played Tornado. She was scared haha.

The best picture of all, i think. This captured after we played ontang-anting lol.

First picture that we (Devi Hitobeli, Bulan Ghinada and I) take.

I LOVE MY BDAY, for short.

My 4 days long holiday

Friday: Pergi ke mesjid biru pondok indah. There was nothing special until we (Devi and i) went out from the mosque. Di mesjid sih gue sama Devi malah ngobrol, dengerin ipod etc, bukannya dzikiran. But, gue sekali doang tuh dzikir, langsung dapet mukzizat, haha, berlebihan. Jadi, gue keluar dari mesjid kan sama si Devi, Bulan entah kemana, mungkin mengerjar anak SMA yang pake jaket belang belang itu. Trus, gue lagi bantuin devi buka tasnya, sambil meratapi Robert lewat hape gue sampaiiiiiii, "Gay, woi greygay!" suara tersebut mengalun, well, membentak keras di kuping gue, dan saat gue membalikan muka untuk melihat siapakah orang yang berteriak, oh gosh. I've never been that close with that nerd boy but i felt my chick burned hot. Gue turun dari tangga, sambil salah tingkah. Ah, padahal muka dia biasa aja. -_-

Abis itu nemenin nyokap ke carrefour-_- and another boring activities with my bro and sis.

Saturday: My family made akinda shabu-shabu party in our living room. Aneh banget deh pokoknya. On the evening, we went to my grandma house, and my cousin got more fuckin lucky than me. She'll get blackberry, the newest one, she have new ipod touch and blalah. Devi juga punya kayak begituan sih. Jadi intinya, semuanya punya kecuali gue. Padahal gue kan yang butuh? Okay, fine. And when i slept, i got a terrible nightmare plus beautiful dream. It was really scary, but-on my dream- i asked help to my, Edward Cullen, 'Edward, Edward save me! Edward, where are you when i need you?' And hell yeah, he came and save me from death. I read twilight series too much of course.

Sunday: Ikut lomba bahasa inggris di 161. Soalnya gampang banget parah. Kalo gue ga lolos pasti terjadi kecurangan, hahaha. Nah, RENCANA nya, gue mau ke plaza senayan plus sency sama Devi, tapi tiba-tiba Devi gak bisa gitu. Emaknya mau ke mekarsari katanya. Langsung bete gue:( Tapi akhirnya tetep ke rumah Devi, balikin loyang makaroni(duh!) dan minta headsetnya dia yang ternyata ga bisa dinyalain juga. But, after waitin my bro buat beli tali yoyo(Yoyo is a trend now, you must know that. Life yoyo!) we went to a friend of my dad and we went to grand indonesia, my fave mall of all, and yup, i bought breaking dawn in english. Cause you know, MEMATAHKAN FAJAR itu gak banget.

Monday: Blogging, baca breaking dawn dikit karena harus belajar(dikit juga) matematika yang susah banget, besok ada ulangan, thanks bu leli. And one question: Kenapa Dalil Phytagoras itu iseng banget nemuin teori sampah kayak gitu? Bikin pusing---___---

Ps: I'm sorry to hear that Bulan, mungkin lebih enak si Igof jadi temen kan?

My fashion stuffs

My dream Vera Wang gown
Marc Jacobs

My dream suede electric blue ankle boots

My dream leather ankle boots

My dream rainbow ankle boots

I love shoes, specially ankle but i have no money to buy and my mom is akinda non-shopper. I wish i could buy ankle boots on zara or mango but it's quite impossible.

I know nothing about fashion but sometimes i like to discover my own style. I love Marc Jacobs. My fashion insipirations are Blair Waldorf and her mom, Eleanor, Robert Pattinson(yup), Selena Gomez, Anne Hathaway and the geldoff sista!

Announcement(wth)

Tommorow i will have a sleepover at Bulan's house to celebrate her birthday and it means, I DONT HAVE A TIME TO BLOGGING! So, i'm sorry if i'm not updating this blog for 2 days.

At school, there are many,much girls bring twilight saga and i just, well. Kasian amat ya mereka, baru tau Twilight sekarang ya? setelah Twilight difilmin? haha, you are very oldschool girls. Apalagi yang sok-sok suka, ngefans sama Robert padahal tau Robert cuma dari Twilight atau gak majalah. Hah, sangat menjijikan. Gue bete aja, gue tau ga ada alesan untuk bete tapi ya begitulah. -_-

Tapi ga semuanya nyebelin sih, cuma beberapa aja kok.

Oh ya, there's a little bit news, Ashley Greene and Kellan Lutz look 'close' because they are cast for a new film called 'Warriors'. On that film, Kellan and Ashley play as lover not a brother and sister like on Twilight. So, maybe they got crush or what on location and that will be good.

Keep visit my blog, rc

What's in my mind

Sekarang lagi ujan. Dan ga ada apa-apa yang bisa di post, jadi gua tulis yang ada di otak aja ya.


Guru ngaji udah nunggu, namanya bu Masitoh. Waktu itu dia cerita ke adek gua tentang nabi Yusuf. Kata bu Itoh, nabi Yusuf itu orang yang paling ganteng sedunia. Otak gua reflek komentar, "Mau aja lu diboongin bu itoh sa, orang paling ganteng di dunia itu Robert Pattinson. Nabi Yusuf mah gak ada apa-apanya." bantah gua dengan semangat 45. Eh, bu Itoh malah makin nyeramahin gua-_- ckck.

Aduh, males banget ngaji nih ya ampun. Sama malesnya kayak solat. Sekarang, gua lagi chat sama Bulan yang lagi ngomongin anak SMA gebetannya yang 'lumayan' lah, daripada cowok-cowok sebelumnya. Haha

Kemaren ke Bandung kan, yah begitulah, gua kepikiran Robert mulu, ga tau deh tu acaranya ngapain. Trus ngeliat kakaknya Devi. Haha, gua yakin si J kalo udah gede kayak gitu tampangnya. Well, your brother seems like a good and smart guy Dev. Bulan aja ngefans haha.

Waktu balik dari Bandung baru seru. Busnya berubah jadi tempat karoke. Semuanya nyanyi. Gua udah ngantuk banget, bener-bener pengen tidur, sekaligus kepikiran sama Robert. Jangan tanya apa yang gua pikirin.

Sekarang gua lagi penasaran banget siapa yang bakalan jadi Seth Clearwater. Gua pernah liat gambar sketsanya. He's soooo cute, haha. Seth is my fave werewolf!

Gua buat list paling malas dilakukan ya:

1. Keramas(bukan ngikutin Robert ya sumpah deh)
2. Solat(dosa gua udah kayak apa dah tau)
3. ngaji
4. belajar matematik
5. menghadapi hari sabtu

List yang HARUS dilakukan:

1. Blogging
2. Buka facebook
3. Memikirkan Robert Pattinson
4. Minum susu
5. Gosok gigi, i love my teeth!

Okeee ya, ga penting banget. Gua harap ga pada nyesel baca post ini ya, haha.

Rara Cullen.

For tommorow

Kemungkinan besar gue gak blogging besok karena ada pariwisata yang ga penting menurut gua, ke bandung. Berangkat jam setengah 7 pulang jam 8an. Nyampe rumah paling udah capek dan ga mungkin blogging. Yah:(


Happiness for you all who can watch How To Be at Kinokuniya Plaza Senayan, please tell about it......


Rara Cullen

Updates

Ya ampun. As you know on my ex blog http://rara-cullen.blogspot.com, ada foto Robert lagi ngejilat Anna Kendrick-fuck- itu kan? Finally, i got the truth. Robert emang ngejilat si Anna :( tapi waktu itu dia lagi mabok. I'm not surprised by that truth. Robert kan pemabok berat. Cuma si Anna itu jadi kesenengan deh, liat aja senyumnya bahagia banget tai. Kalo punya nyali yang gede, bisa cek video Robert mabok-mabokan and licked Anna Kendrick di 'Robert Pattinson on vids' gua. Oke?

Terus, tadi gua bikin kuis twilight sama Faiqa, orang paling pinter, paling rajin, paling terobsesi(mending obsesinya kayak gua) dikelas. Well, udah ketauan kan kalo gue yang menang? Nilai gue 8.5, sebenernya bisa 100 sih itu tu gara-gara Faiqa gak jelas bikin soalnya hahahaha. Gua salah dibagian anafase interfase gitu gitu. Tapi sumpah ya Fai, gak ada telofase! Ngarang aja lu dasar obsesi pelajaran biologi-_- Dan, si Faiqa yang cantik ini nilainya 4, hahaha, remedial dong fai. Untuk urusan matematik fisika and another not worth it stuff lu boleh dah jago. Psst, faiqa ini ranking 1 loh, hebat bukan---______--------?Dan dia itu ngefans sama warna pink, makanya fontnya gua ganti pink, sesuai dengan kesukaan Faiqa---___---Tapi kalo urusan Twilight, sampe kapan pun gue yang menang kan kan?

Rara Cullen

Go back to school, go back to hell

Liburan kali ini gak terasa banget ya. Perasaan baru libur deh. Huah bete banget.

Besok, udah harus sekolah lagi. Banyak pr lagi, banyak tugas lagi, banyak diomelin nyokap lagi. Sheat. The biggest change is, GUE BAKAL NAIK BUS PULANG PERGI. That's sound really tiredful.

Gue sekolah di Bakti Mulya, lebak bulus situ, sementara rumah gue di BSD. Tiap hari keluar kota gue-_- kan BSD itu masuk tangerang. Biasanya gue naik jemputan. Tapi, berdasarkan perasaan kasian terhadap orangtua, gue memutuskan harus naik bus. Bayaran jemputannya 1 JUTA seratus ribu per bulan. Bokap nyokap gue tekor gara-gara transport gue doang. Lagi pula, udah bayar sejuta lebih, mobilnya cuma carry butut yang ACnya kayak angin dari neraka. Panas banget. Bisa sauna gue, setiap pulang sekolah aja sragam gue basah kuyup, panas. Udah panas kayak apaan tau, yang ikut tuh jemputan banyaaak banget. Ada 11an orang gitu. Bayangin gak? Ada 11 orang dalem 1 carry kecil yang ACnya nyaris ga berfungsi udah gitu gue mesti bayar sejuta lebih? Ogah gue. Makanya, gue milih naik Trans BSD. Udah dingin, harganya juga bisa ditolerir kan? Sekalian melatih kemandirian kan? ahaha.

Masalahnya, gue males nunggu busnya. Kalo gue ketinggalan bus, kan bisa sejam lebih nunggunya. Terus-i know it's silly- gue takut jalan ke carrefournya(tempat bus gue berenti), takut ada orang jahat, hahahaha. Well, gue harus belajar berkompromi dan ngambil resiko yang ada kan? Like Edward does in Eclipse. huem.

Udah ga sabar pengen baca Breaking Dawn. Pengennya sih yang english version, tapi udah ga ada dimana-mana. :(

Oh ya, buat lo yang sekolah di Jakarta, kita bakal masuk jam setengah 7 kan??? Sumpah ya, tai banget pemerintah. Mau bangun jam berapa gue? Untungnya sih, BM belom ngasih pemberitahuan tentang masuk jam setengah 7 itu. Tapi pasti sebentar lagi keputusan itu berlaku juga deh. Yang bikin gue ga setuju adalah, malem-malem kan kita udah belajar dan bikin pr, trus mesti bangun lebih pagi. Murid-murid bakal tidur semua kan di kelas, dan sistem pembelajaran jadi ga efektif. Kenapa ga orang kantoran aja sih yang masuk jam 7?

Gue tau, maksudnya pemerintah adalah untuk MENGURANGI KEMACETAN di Jakarta. Tapi menurut gue meraka salah. Mengurangi kemacetan sama aja dengan mengurangi polusi yang dikeluarin, bukan bikin kita masuk sekolah pagi-pagi buta. Ini sih mengorbankan pelajar namanya. Ya ga? Tell me your comments

2008 2009

Goodbye 2008 welcome 2009.

Tahun 2008 menjadi taun yang mengubah semuanyaaaaaaaaa.

Pertama, gua kenal sama cowok yang aneh banget menurut gua. Menurut orang lain pasti biasa aja, tapi menurut gua, this guy is weirder than charlie capplin. Gua gak bisa ngerti jalan pikirannya. Gua sampe dititik ngerasa bahwa gua 'kenal' dia, dan ternyata i'm wrong. Dia dunianya luas banget. Dan kadang-kadang sorot matanya berubah-ubah-well, gua belajar menilai dan menebak orang dari sorot mata, like Edward does. Kadang, dia jadi brandalan, kadang baik-nah baik ini bahaya karena gua jadi suka sama dia, kadang lucu kadang kayak tai dan lain lain. Gua memutuskan di tahun 2009, i move on this stupid ashes. I just waisted my time or him. Gua tau gua sama dia beda nya udah kayak vampir beda sama werewolf. So, i decide to let him go away by wind. Toh, dia balikan lagi sama ceweknya. As long as i have Robert Pattinson, i don't care with another guy.

Kedua, I read New Moon and Eclipse in 2008. Well, gua gak suka new moon karena Jacob semua di bagian tengah buku. But, when we were on Volturi part, that was amazing and Edward was back! Jadi, New Moon tetep keren banget. Sementara Eclipse, ini menurut perspektif gua ya, gua males banget bacanya. Ada Edward, that's a yeay! But, i hate Bella. Dia egois. Dia jahatin Edward. Dan Jacob nyakitin hati Edward. Kok si Bella tolol banget gitu ya? Kenapa sih dia mau nyium Jacob cuma supaya Jacob gak ikut perang? EGOIS. Tapi gapapa, sekarang gua tau betapa tai nya orang egois itu. Dan yang gua tau, gua juga egois. Jadi gua belajar untuk mengurani sifat jelek gua itu. Dan gua udah ga sabar untuk Breaking Dawn. Pasti itu buku favorit gua. It seems so.

Ketiga, Devi dan Bulan.

Keempat, blog! Gua suka banget blogging. Udah jadi hobby buat gua sekarang.

Kelima, tahun 2009 pokoknya gua harus lebih pinter daripada Widya. Bahkan Faiqa. I'll prove it.

I want to show to ya all 'NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME'. Liat aja, taun 2009 nanti gua pasti berubah. bukan secara fisik, tapi secara mental. Gua bisa lebih jahat, bisa juga lebih baik.

HAPPY NU YAER GUYS! Make your dreams come true!

Rara Cullen.

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Jadi blog gua yang terdahulu, hilang sudah. Gua HARUS membuat blog baru deh. Suatu hari yang amat sial, gua gak bisa buka blog gua yang lama itu, karena blog tersebut terkena spam. Pas mau gua buka muncul tulisan 'Can't open this blog. Operation Aborted'. Gua cari di google cara ngebenerinnya, dan susahnya luar biasa. Lagi pula, cara tersebut cuma bisa dipake di microsoft internet explorer 8. Sementara internet gua bukan.

Kalo kangen sama blog gua yang lama-gak mungkin ya, tetep bisa diakses kok. Tapi addressnya beda. rara-cullen.blogspot.com sementara yang baru tetep raracullen.blogspot.com

Tadinya gua mikir, i shouldn't blogging anymore. Tapi itu gak mungkin. I'm a truly blogwalkers. And i want to share my life and my Robert Pattinson stuff to ya all.

So, i started blog from zero. I'll try hard.

Rara Cullen